I’m unsure, to be quite honest. It never was before. Perhaps it’s due to actually letting myself feel. -smiles, just this side of mirthlessly- Something I’ll get used to.
Before you were unable to feel anything besides a duty to intercede on their prayers and now you are able to be apathetic towards them. No wonder you are feeling so weary.
Something along those lines, yes. It’ll take a while to…get used to it, but I will sooner or later. Though I don’t know that I will continue getting the prayers. The seem to get fainter and fainter with each.
seraphcastiel replied to your post: A, V, X
Love is something you should get to experience Brother.Oh, I wish I could. But luck and business do not seem to allow it. -mutters to himself- For someone sworn from heaven, I really ought to stop answering prayers…
-looks at him somewhat longingly- You still hear those who pray for you?
I do. Those looking for guidance… I’m surprised by it, really. As well as the…amount that do.
-smiles- I never received many. But the feeling when the voice would ring as clear as any bell? It was spectacular. I worry I’m missing those that are praying to me…but then I remember that there seems to be more than a few Castiels.
It is amazing. And helping those that ask for it is… far more then satisfactory. It seems…very tiring, as of late, however. It is why I have been so busy…
-frowns- I am sorry. Why have they been tiring?
I’m unsure, to be quite honest. It never was before. Perhaps it’s due to actually letting myself feel. -smiles, just this side of mirthlessly- Something I’ll get used to.
Love is something you should get to experience Brother.Oh, I wish I could. But luck and business do not seem to allow it. -mutters to himself- For someone sworn from heaven, I really ought to stop answering prayers…
-looks at him somewhat longingly- You still hear those who pray for you?
I do. Those looking for guidance… I’m surprised by it, really. As well as the…amount that do.
-smiles- I never received many. But the feeling when the voice would ring as clear as any bell? It was spectacular. I worry I’m missing those that are praying to me…but then I remember that there seems to be more than a few Castiels.
It is amazing. And helping those that ask for it is… far more then satisfactory. It seems…very tiring, as of late, however. It is why I have been so busy…
Love is something you should get to experience Brother.Oh, I wish I could. But luck and business do not seem to allow it. -mutters to himself- For someone sworn from heaven, I really ought to stop answering prayers…
-looks at him somewhat longingly- You still hear those who pray for you?
I do. Those looking for guidance… I’m surprised by it, really. As well as the…amount that do.
seraphcastiel replied to your post: A, V, X
Love is something you should get to experience Brother.
Oh, I wish I could. But luck and business do not seem to allow it. -mutters to himself- For someone sworn from heaven, I really ought to stop answering prayers…
seraphcastiel-deactivated201209 askedA - If I’m in love.
No… I doubt I will be. -shrugs-
V - 3 big dreams.
Ah…hm. Not sure. I suppose my biggest is to just…survive. To see Earth remain as it is… and for our siblings to cease fighting.
X - If I’ve done something I regret very much.
Recently? No. I’m sure I have in my…long, existence.
A - If I’m in love.
B - Who the last person I talked to on the phone was.
C - How long it’s been since I’ve kissed.
D - If I have a preference for boys or girls.
E - How many holes I have in my ears.
F - Give me any options, like ‘hot or cold?’
G - The last person I said ‘I love you’ to.
H - The last person I hugged.
I - The last time I felt jealous, and why.
J - How old I am.
K- What my full name is.
L - If I have siblings.
M - If I forgive betrayal.
N - If you want to know how I treat my friends.
O - If I like my school.
P - What kind of music I like.
Q - What the last party I went to was, and when the next will be.
R - For me to tell 10 of my curiosities.
S - 2 habits.
T- 5 things I love unconditionally.
U - How many texts I send daily.
V - 3 big dreams.
W - An idol.
X - If I’ve done something I regret very much.
Y - If I like my town and why.
Z - Ask any question you want
(Source: blissful-belle)
You’re back!That I am. I’ve been busy getting things right in my apartment. Among other things.
How are you?
I’m well. Things are still adjusting at home but they’re better. -smiles- And you?
Not bad. Restless as anything, but that’s nothing new. I’m glad things are getting better.
Hello.
